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Told you so…

What? I didnt leave to hear this shit hahah. You know what I mean?!

When I started this blog, I even said it myself, that it may fall to the wayward side. Now that things have settled down I lose my train of thought. Let’s just say that things are a bit different know.

Time changes and things go on around you no matter what. You can not stop what has happened or what is happening. No regrets. When you live life in the fast lane you get jaded by the fact that people around you no longer matter. FALSE! Don’t believe the hype! The most important thing is that you have people around you! Being alone and suffering is one thing, but being surrounded by people you love is like the most positive thought coming into FRUITION! I can tell you that if it weren’t for the people around me on the daily, I would not be the man who I am today. It’s hard to realize the facts, but life is difficult. There are things you MUST do to challenge yourself and to challenge others. If life was so easy, it would be boring. No one likes being bored yeah?

Change up! Be fruitful to your people, do not allow yourself to wallow in the nothingness of easy. Today, I had a talk with my mom. She told me that sometimes in life you need to be selfish. She agreed that watching out for yourself is the most important thing. How can you be able to help others when you can’t help yourself. As selfish as it sounds, its almost completely true. You have to be able to believe in yourself, and trust yourself, before you can go on and do the same towards other people.

I don’t usually do this, but a lot of my friends do it so I gave it a stab. I looked at my horoscope today, which totally did not make sense. But I looked at my profile, which totally made sense…
“With an acute attention to detail, the Virgo is the sign in the zodiac most dedicated to serving. Their deep sense of the humane leads them to caregiving like no other, while their methodical approach to life ensures that nothing is missed. The Virgo is often gentle and delicate, preferring to step back and analyze before moving ahead.”

I’m at the stage where I’ve just taken that step back, now I’m moving toward where I am supposed to be.